Well, I’m bored again. Ask me anything, guys!
I said I’d do it :PIf you make this a sticker, (with him saying something) I WOULD TOTALLY BUY ONE FROM YOU PEEK!! It is totes fabulous!!peekalooit is too cool not to do it!!
I don’t think I could afford it ;-;
You were the first, you were the last.
But everything we were is now gone.
I guess forever didn’t last too long, did it?
I remember the first time you said you loved me.
My heart skipped a beat, my pulse racing fast,
My head kept screaming not to fall in.
I never listen, do I?
I remember the first time we argued. You said we’d work, I said we wouldn’t.
Maybe I was too cynical?
I remember the first time we held hands.
I was so scared of screwing up.
We chat, I leaned my head on your shoulder, and for a moment all stood still.
But I guess that’s over now.
I remember when you told me you loved her, then said you weren’t sure who to choose.
I said go with her. I shouldn’t have let you back in.
I remember the last time we spoke. I said I held no grudge.
Should I have?
I told you I loved you. I told you to find happiness.
I always wished you the best.
But I never forgave myself.
Maybe one day, the first won’t be the last.
Kind of a rambling post summing up the emotions I felt during that time period. When those emotions resurface, I just kinda blab until I feel better ^^;
I hate it when I dream about someone that I know, and the dream involves being in a relationship with the person. Because the next time I see that person, I always freak out and panic like “OHGODWHATIFHEKNOWS”.
My brain tries to ship me with my friends. Why ;-;
I… I’m innocent? QwQ
I honestly don’t think I’m particularly kind >_<. But thanks!